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[Feb. 12th, 2006|08:25 am] |
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Maxwell-Dudley needs to have a tumor cut off his ear tomorrow. He's almost four years old so it's probably my boys first mast cell tumor. I should probably start expecting weird, expensive stuff to start happening to my Boston Terrier. He was hand picked by my artist boyfriend because he like the way he looked, not because he thought he'd be the hardiest puppy.
Anyway, i hope the surgery goes well. |
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[Jan. 11th, 2006|10:52 am] |
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My iDog has been sad for almost a month, he wont play any songs, all he does is cry and flash his sad red and blue color patterns. I tried changing his batteries, and I reset him. But he's still sad. This happened to all my furbies too! I took really good care of iDog, i even took him with us to New York. Why is he sad? |
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[Jan. 10th, 2006|09:44 am] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ryan Adams - Nobody Girl | ] |
"If having a soul means being able to feel love and loyalty and gratitude, then animals are better off than a lot of humans." --James Harriot
Class starts in one week.
This vacation is the first time since I was about 15 that I've had free time, and no job, and i've hardly had time. Between Christmas and a wedding in New York I think I've had about three days with nothing that needs to be done.
But I am going mad!
I don't know how to deal with my own company, and i don't know anyone up here.
I've never had a hobby. I've spent my life looking for a good way to distract myself and i've learned lots of old lady crafts and started weird collections. But nothing that gives me a reason to get out of bed.
The cats are getting fat with my love and Hero is starting to get mad when i wake her up for anything less then wet food.
I'm not looking forward to starting school, But i need to get out of this room, and i'm not going to unless something forces me to because it is always snowing, and i'm not a very good snow driver.
I think the worst part is that I feel like i don't fit in this house |
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| So this is the new year, and i don't feel any different. - Death Cab |
[Jan. 4th, 2006|05:01 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | The new Death Cab for Cutie album - Plans | ] |
I'm back from my New York holiday.
The wedding had bagpipes and stick dancing to please both sides of the family and the food and band were fantastic.
I'm always a little worried about meeting Josiahs friends because i don't like to talk. But I really enjoyed the time we spent in New York. I didn't feel like drinking with everyone and listening to stories about comic books and college, so i spent the evenings with Amy and we discussed eating disorders and cats. It was perfectly within my limits of comfortable social interaction.
New years eve we spent with Sean and Amy. I got my kiss from Josiah at midnight, and we left in the morning.
Josiah was happy to see everyone, and I hardly felt like an under achiever at all.
We took our time on the drive home and stayed at a hotel in Connecticut. That's not really our style. Josiah and i tend to do long drives in the shortest amount of time possible. I'm going to try and enjoy life a little this year. I feel like all i do is try to get through each day. |
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[Dec. 28th, 2005|12:59 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | One Headlight - Wallflowers | ] |
I have to go to a wedding in New York and I lost all of my clothes in the hurricane. I can't find anythng in northern Maine that I can wear. The groom, who was Josiah's roommate at Yale, just graduated from med school. I have a feeling the guests will be very wealthy, healthy people with shoes more expensive then my entire outfit. I'm just going to go fairly conservative and hope no one notices me.
Yesterday I got Maine licence plates on my car. Moving back to Maine feels like a huge step backwards. My situation is better here then New Orleans, it's much easier for me to be in school full time. But i liked it there. |
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| Mr. Grinch. You have termites in your smile. You have the tender sweetness of a seasick crocodile. |
[Dec. 25th, 2005|12:21 pm] |
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| |  calm | ] |
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| | iron & wine - teeth in the grass | ] |
It's been snowing all day. The dogs (Dudley and Nadine) are fighting over new dog toys, and the cats are sitting in fancy cardboard boxes.
Matt and Dianna's gifts are all homemade. For 'siah and I they made snow globes containing the Orcs from 'lord of the rings'. They're fantastic.
We still have a holiday dinner to enjoy and some warm pie.
I'm happy to be back in Maine. December in New Orleans was tough for me. |
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[Dec. 25th, 2005|11:29 am] |
One of the snow globes from Matt and Dianna. You can't see all the glitter in this picture... It's the glitter that really makes it great.
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| Test test test test... |
[Dec. 24th, 2005|10:51 pm] |
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| | Death cab for cutie - summer skin | ] |
It's good to be back. |
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